Chapter 394
Chapter 394
Su Qingwan was just a little moved, and the next second she heard him say:
"Oh, right!"
"You can't say bad things about me in front of grandma, understand?"
Su Qingwan was speechless and choked. "I'm not that naive. Besides, what have you done that I would complain about?"
"Too."
Chen Shu nodded, thinking she made sense, but he was still worried and said to the tombstone, "Grandma, please listen for me. If Su Qingwan says something bad about me, remember to teach her a lesson in her dream tonight!"
"Teach me a lesson? This is my grandma!" Su Qingwan reminded him.
Chen Shuo raised his chin slightly and said proudly:
"But I know that grandma must love me the most!"
"How long have you known grandma? I was raised by grandma." Su Qingwan began to argue with him childishly, "Come on, come on, I want to have a private conversation with grandma."
"Just go, huh."
Chen Shuo took a step forward and walked up the stone steps they had come from.
The death of a loved one is not a rainstorm, but the dampness of the rest of your life.
The real sadness is not when a loved one just leaves, but every moment after that when you realize she is gone, an object, a place, a word, and the stiff and cold tombstone in front of you.
Then, her life began to storm again.
The dark cloud that had just floated in Su Qingwan's heart was quickly blown away by the wind.
Looking at Chen Shuo's back, Su Qingwan realized belatedly that it was as if an umbrella was opened over her heart, shielding her from the wind and rain and bringing warmth.
"grandmother."
"Did you already know that Chen Shuo was so good?"
"Why else would you let him take you to so many places?"
"Look at you. You're already in poor health, yet you're still imitating young people and going out to play."
"It's fine if you just went out to play, but you actually even made a joint statement asking the doctor not to tell me, you wicked old lady..."
Su Qingwan's eyes were slightly sore, and tears welled up in her bright eyes. She looked blurryly at the mottled photo on the tombstone. It was a young face she had never seen before.
Everything will pass away, only death will live forever.
No matter how rich or poor you were in life, once you die, you are dead. Dust returns to dust, earth returns to earth, and only the living people still miss you.
Su Qingwan paused, raised her hand and touched it, whispering softly: "Actually, I know that you and Chen Shu are hiding something from me, but I think as long as you are happy, it's fine."
"I know Chen Shu will pay your medical bills, help me take care of you, take you out to play, and let you experience many things that I can't let you experience."
"Grandma, you must think I'm a scheming bad girl, right?"
"But I won't regret it."
“I’d do the same thing again.”
"But I will definitely put aside my empty pride and let Chen Shuo take you and me with him, and we will go together."
“And leave behind many, many wonderful memories.”
Self-esteem in youth is just like inferiority complex, which makes everyone lose a lot to a greater or lesser extent.
The same is true for Su Qingwan.
Just as a person cannot have both the experience and understanding of youth at the same time.
Sometimes she cannot control her inferiority complex when faced with statements.
Let’s look at it now.
Those emotions that felt like the sky was falling at the time were just normal.
Su Qingwan kept on talking, saying that she could tell her grandmother everything that she couldn't say to others.
She will silently accept everything she has.
All the calculations, all the concealment, all the calculations.
it's here.
Su Qingwan can just be Su Qingwan.
As she spoke, her eyes fell on Chen Shuo who was standing not far away.
He was squatting in front of another tombstone, pulling weeds and sweeping away the leaves that had fallen on the tombstone.
He diligently shuttled through the tombs, without a trace of fear, only freedom.
Su Qingwan said to the old lady:
"grandmother."
"It's great that you like him. I love him too."
"If only you could see us get married."
A gust of wind blew slowly.
The leaves on the side of the stone road were blown down, and they made a rustling sound as they fell to the ground.
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