General, the lady escaped again

Chapter 382 Qu Shishi, who knows nothing (2)

"Since he dotes on you so much, why doesn't he care about you?" Lin Feng asked.

"...Maybe it's because of me that I killed my mother." Qu Shishi said gloomily. "I heard from my nanny that my father and mother had a very good relationship. I think it's because I killed my mother that my father can't face me."

Because when he looked at her, she could feel that her father was looking at someone else through her, and that person must be her mother.

The nanny said that she looked exactly like her mother.

So she guessed that Dad... saw her and thought of Mom, so he didn't want to see her.

"It's not your fault." Lin Feng frowned.

"But mother died of hemorrhage because of giving birth to me. If it weren't for me..." Qu Shishi couldn't help but think like this. It was because of her birth that her mother died.

"It was she who decided to give birth to you. How can she blame you? Besides, you were only a child at that time. You are innocent." Lin Feng shook his head, disagreeing with Qu Shishi's words.

“…Hmm.” Qu Shishi nodded slightly and responded vaguely.

Lin Feng knew that she did not listen to him and still felt that she was the one who killed her mother.

"How old are you this year?" Lin Feng asked.

"Maybe fifteen or sixteen..." Qu Shishi raised her eyebrows, not quite sure.

"You don't even know your birthday?" Lin Feng saw that Qu Shishi didn't even know her own age.

"I've never celebrated my birthday." Qu Shishi blinked. She only knew the day and month when she was born, but she had never calculated how old she was this year.

"Have you had your coming-of-age ceremony?" Lin Feng asked again.

"Passed." Qu Shishi nodded, "...I think so."

"Don't you know that it's already passed? What does 'should' mean?" Lin Feng felt a slight headache.

"I don't know what Jigui is, but last year my father invited some people back to hold a banquet, and then a matchmaker came to our house. My nanny said that he was here to propose marriage to me, but my father sent him away." Qu Shishi said blankly.

Lin Feng felt that she was living her life in a confusion, as if no one had ever taught her.

"Didn't your nanny teach you?" Lin Feng asked. Shouldn't your nanny teach her some daily knowledge? Even if she taught her some knowledge, it wouldn't be like this now, right?

"I can only see my nanny once a month. Daddy doesn't allow her to get close to me." Qu Shishi replied, "Maybe it's because my nanny said something she shouldn't have said, which made Daddy angry."

"Then how did you meet the nurse?" Lin Feng stared at Qu Shishi, who turned her head away guiltily. "She climbed over the wall secretly."

"You are really capable." Lin Feng said speechlessly, and even climbed the wall to watch.

"Only the wet nurse would talk to me, the others... just responded to me." Qu Shishi said dejectedly. The servants were respectful to her on the surface, but they were just following her orders. They took good care of her, but they only took care of her daily life and didn't care about anything else.

The nanny was the only person who would talk to her, even though what she said wasn’t nice, but… at least someone was talking to her.

"Then how come you were so smart and knew how to run away this time?" Lin Feng raised his eyebrows. If that was the case, it was really unexpected that she managed to escape by herself this time.

"I don't want to marry someone I don't know, and I don't want to live my whole life in a muddle." Qu Shishi was very determined when she said this.

Lin Feng nodded, "Then how are you going to live?"

This one sentence made Qu Shishi freeze and she was unable to answer.