sjar Chapter 369 Shi Ya, please forgive me
Chapter 369 Shi Ya, please forgive me
Gu Yuxuan stood there, his mind blank. The doctor's words were like a hammer, hammering at his heart again and again. "She's pregnant with my child..." The words kept echoing in his ears, and he felt a mixture of shock, joy, and, most of all, deep remorse.
Fu Sihan and I walked over to him, and I whispered, "Gu Yuxuan, I'm glad Shiya is okay, and the child is okay too. This is a blessing in disguise." Gu Yuxuan slowly raised his head, his eyes filled with pain and confusion. "It's all my fault. I thought she drugged me on purpose, but I didn't expect it was you who drugged us to bring her and me together."
I was so embarrassed I almost dropped my toes to the floor. My face felt so hot I wished I could crawl into a hole. I opened my mouth, trying to explain, but my throat seemed to be blocked and I couldn't speak for a moment.
Gu Yuxuan paused for a few seconds and said, "It's all my fault that I loved you so much that I lost my original intention. I hurt you before, but you were so tolerant of me. I thought I would never love again in this life. But then Lai Shiya came into my heart. She brought me food every day, and gradually my heart felt the warmth of home. Then I realized that my heart could beat again. I suppressed my feelings for her, stubbornly thinking that I loved you, so I hurt her again and again. I was really wrong."
My face flushed and I stammered, "Yuxuan, I... I really didn't expect things to turn out like this. I just thought you and Shiya were a good match and wanted to help you, but I didn't expect to backfire and cause you all to suffer so much." At this time, people were coming and going in the hospital corridor, but the three of us seemed to be isolated in a silent world, and the noise around us had nothing to do with us.
Fu Sihan sighed softly and broke the deadlock: "Now is not the time to blame yourself. Shi Ya is still in the ward. We have to think about how to make her get better as soon as possible." Gu Yuxuan woke up as if from a dream and hurried towards the ward. Fu Sihan and I followed closely behind.
In the ward, An Shiya lay quietly on the bed, her face as pale as paper, like an autumn leaf that could fall at any moment. Gu Yuxuan walked to the bedside, gently held her hand, and said in a trembling voice, "Shiya, please wake up soon. I have a lot to say to you. I know I was wrong." His eyes were red and tears were welling up in them, as if they would burst out at any second.
I stood aside, watching this scene, feeling a surge of guilt. I once thought I was fostering a beautiful love, but I hadn't expected to be the one who hurt them. I silently vowed to myself that if Shiya could get better, I would do everything in my power to make it up to her.
Time passed minute by minute, and An Shiya's eyelids finally moved, and she slowly opened her eyes. Her eyes were a little confused. After seeing Gu Yuxuan, she slowly said, "Gu Yuxuan, we don't have any relationship anymore. Why do you have to come to me again?" After saying that, she turned her head and stopped looking at him.
Gu Yuxuan quickly took her hand and said, "Shiya, it's all my fault. I fell in love with you without realizing it. I want to win your heart back. You were the one who pursued me before, but now I'll pursue you. Okay?"
An Shiya's hand was tightly grasped by Gu Yuxuan, but she seemed unconscious, staring blankly at the ceiling, tears streaming uncontrollably from the corners of her eyes. "Gu Yuxuan, do you think my love is cheap? When I loved you, you hurt me. When I didn't want to love you, you said you loved me. Do you think this love is a game? You start when you want, end when you want, and now you want to start over again? What do you think of me?" Her voice was choked with sobs, and every word seemed squeezed from the bottom of her heart.
Gu Yuxuan's eyes were red and his voice was urgent: "Shiya, I know I was a bastard before. I took your love for granted and squandered your feelings. But when you said you wanted to leave, I found that my world collapsed. I can't live without you. Please give me a chance to prove my love for you." His hands trembled slightly, as if he was grasping at the last straw.
An Shiya sneered and tried to pull back her hand: "Proof? It's too late. I admit that I fell in love with you at first sight, but I haven't reached the point where I'm so obsessed with love, so you should just leave.
"His hands trembled slightly, as if he was grasping at the last straw.
An Shiya sneered and tried to pull her hand back: "Proof? It's too late. I admit that I fell in love with you at first sight, but I'm not that love-brained, so you'd better leave!"
Gu Yuxuan held on tighter, and knelt beside the bed with a plop, his forehead pressed tightly against An Shiya's hand, tears dripping onto the white sheets. "Shiya, please don't do this, you're pregnant with my child."
An Shiya looked at her belly in shock. She really couldn't imagine that she was pregnant with Gu Yuxuan's child. She said in disbelief: "No... This is impossible, how could it be..." Her voice trembled, her eyes were full of panic and helplessness, and tears burst out again, rolling down.
Gu Yuxuan raised his tear-stained face and said anxiously: "Shi Ya, this is true, we have a child. This child is the proof of our love and my determination to love you well. I know that I have made unforgivable mistakes in the past, but for the sake of the child, please give me another chance to be a good father and a good lover." His voice was tearful, and every word was filled with deep regret and earnest prayers.
An Shiya's heart was in turmoil. The presence of her child had shaken her resolve to leave. She looked at Gu Yuxuan, her mind reeling from her former joy for him, the days and nights she had devoted to him, and the pain and despair of being hurt by him. She closed her eyes in agony, trying to clear her mind. "Gu Yuxuan, how can I trust you? I've been hurt so deeply by you. You're saying this now, and I really don't know what to do..."
I stood aside, my heart filled with self-blame and guilt. I mustered up the courage to say, "Shiya, this is all my fault. It was my reckless behavior back then that caused you all so much pain. But Gu Yuxuan has been really blaming himself recently and has been working hard to change. Please give him another chance, for the sake of the child in your belly."
Fu Sihan also advised: "Shiya, everyone makes mistakes. What matters is whether you can correct them. Gu Yuxuan already knows he was wrong, and he will prove it with his actions. Just give him a chance. If he doesn't cherish you, we will kick him out.
An Shiya was silent for a long time, her heart was struggling painfully.
On the one hand, she couldn't easily forget Gu Yuxuan; even though he hurt her, she could finally see the light at the end of the tunnel. On the other hand, the child was innocent, and she didn't want him to be born into a broken family. She took a deep breath, slowly opened her eyes, looked at Gu Yuxuan and said, "Gu Yuxuan, I can hold you back for now, but I need time and I need to see your actual actions. From now on, if you love me today, we can try to date. If you treat me badly, I will leave immediately."
Gu Yuxuan nodded quickly as if he had been granted amnesty, with a glimmer of hope in his eyes: "Shiya, don't worry, I will never let you down. I will use all I have to love you and the child."