Chapter 386 Mo Wanting is missing
Chapter 386 Mo Wanting is missing
Chapter 386 Mo Wanting is missing
"Love me? Is this your way of loving me? You kidnapped me here, do you know that what you did is illegal? I'm telling you, I don't love you, do you?" She tried to use words to awaken his sanity.
An Shiyan frowned slightly, a look of pain on his face: "Wanting, I know it's wrong for me to do this, but I have no choice. For the past ten years, I have lived in pain and despair every day. Only when I think of you can I have the courage to live. Now that I have finally found you, how can I let you leave me again?"
"You are simply unreasonable!" I was shaking with anger. "Do you think that if you lock me up here, I will fall in love with you? You are wrong. The person I love is Fu Sihan, and it will always be him!" As soon as I finished speaking, An Shiyan leaned over and kissed me. I struggled desperately but it was no use.
Tears welled up in my eyes, slid down my cheeks, and dripped onto the cold sheets. "An Shiyan, you bastard!" I screamed at the top of my lungs, pushing him with both hands, but he was too strong, and all my resistance seemed so powerless. "What's the difference between you and an animal?"
An Shiyan's eyes were instantly moved by my tears. He then stood up, straightened his clothes, and said, "I'm sorry, I was impulsive. I... I just love you too much and lost my mind for a moment." His voice trembled and his face was full of regret.
I curled up in the corner of the bed, looking at him in horror, gasping for breath: "Love is not a reason for you to hurt me, An Shiyan, you disappoint me so much." I hugged myself tightly, trying to find a sense of security. The only bit of pity left in my heart for him was completely wiped out by his behavior just now.
An Shiyan slowly sat down on the edge of the bed, holding his head in his hands, sobbing painfully: "Wanting, do you know how I have lived for the past ten years? Waking up from nightmares every day, the scars on my face constantly remind me of what I have experienced. I thought Lin Youyou was that girl, but I never imagined that you were the girl who saved me."
His voice, filled with endless pain, echoed in the small, dimly lit room. "At that time, I was at the bottom of my poverty, penniless, hungry and cold. It was that girl who handed me bread and smiled warmly at me. That smile was my only light in the darkness. Later, I met Lin Youyou. She was somewhat similar to the girl in my memory, so I decided to be with her and gave her everything, even falling out with my brother An Shiyan. I hit Fu Sihan with my car for her. As a result, one of us was seriously injured, the other had his face disfigured, and his leg was left with a lifelong disability. I didn't expect that she was just using me."
An Shiyan raised his head, his face streaked with tears, his eyes filled with pain and confusion. "The moment the car exploded, I thought I was going to die, and my heart was filled with regret. When I luckily survived, I became this half-human, half-ghost. During those days, I wanted to die immediately, but every time I thought of Lin Youyou as the little girl who gave me bread when I was a child, I felt a sense of hope. I thought she had simply forgotten, but I never expected that girl would be you."
When I heard An Shiyan's words, I suddenly remembered a time when Mo Tianci and I had a quarrel and I ran away from home. Back then, I was penniless, barely making ends meet by scavenging scrap. That same day, I met a similarly pitiful little boy, who had also run away from his family after an argument. He was skinny, his eyes filled with helplessness, staring intently at the bag in my hand. I looked at the bread in my hand, reluctant to eat it. I'd saved up so much money to buy it, intending it to last me a day. But seeing his expression, my heart softened, and I gave him the piece of bread.
When the little boy took the bread, surprise and gratitude flashed in his eyes. He devoured it ravenously, crumbs smearing the corners of his mouth. He looked disheveled yet innocent. He ate while mumbling, "Thank you, sister. This is the best bread I've ever had." I looked at him, and the grievance in my heart seemed to be diluted by this simple thank you. I smiled and reminded him, "Eat slowly, don't choke." Later, we chatted for a long time in a street corner, sharing our conflicts with our families. Unconsciously, each other's company made the originally terrible day less difficult. When we parted, the little boy vowed, "I will marry you when I grow up."
At the time, I thought it was just an innocent child's joke. I patted his head and smiled, "Okay, I'll wait until you grow up." Then, I waved goodbye and we each went home. After returning home, Mo Tianci and I reconciled, and our lives returned to their former peace. The image of that little boy gradually faded from my memory, leaving only a warm and fuzzy fragment.
But now, the An Shiyan before me, twisted by hatred and obsession, is actually the little boy from back then. It's hard for me to connect the two. Recalling this, my emotions become extremely complicated. I open my mouth, but I don't know where to begin.
An Shiyan saw my expression change and seemed to guess that I was thinking about the past. A hint of expectation flashed in his eyes: "Wanting, you remember it, right? I am that little boy back then. Over the years, I have always remembered your kindness and always regarded you as the most important person in my life." His voice trembled slightly, with a bit of eagerness and desire.
I took a deep breath and tried to calm myself down: "An Shiyan, I did remember what happened back then, but that's no reason for you to hurt me now."
At the same time, Fu Sihan had just finished his work at the company for several days. He returned home and couldn't see Mo Wanting, so he hurriedly called her, but the call was always unanswered.
Meanwhile, Fu Sihan had just finished a mountain of work at the company, having worked tirelessly for several days. He dragged his exhausted body back home, hoping to see Mo Wanting's warm smile and relax his tense nerves, but found the house empty. Uneasy, he quickly pulled out his phone and called Mo Wanting, but a cold tone kept coming from the other end: "The number you dialed is currently unavailable. Please try again later."
Fu Sihan's brow furrowed tightly as he paced back and forth in the room, trying to recall if Mo Wanting had mentioned today's itinerary. However, he had been completely absorbed in his work these past few days, so he approached Fu Muze, Fu Mukai, and Fu Yitian and asked, "Muze, Mukai, Yitian, where is your mother?"
After hearing this, Fu Muze came to Fu Sihan and said, "Mom, it seems that she received a call from someone named An Shiyan, and then she hurried out. She left in the morning, and now it's evening. Did something happen to Mom? And Mom's phone is turned off.
Fu Mukai said guiltily, "Dad, I can't find the location either. This time the hacker was clearly well prepared. I can't find Mom's location either. I'm really worried about her."
He has a lively personality, but his face is also full of worry at this moment: "Yes, Dad, when Mom left, she asked us to stay at home with our younger brothers and sisters. Mom has been away for so long, why hasn't she come back yet?" As he spoke, his eyes were slightly red.
Fu Yitian was the youngest and had always been close to Mo Wanting. When she heard what her father and brothers said, tears welled up in her eyes and she cried, "Dad, I miss Mom so much. Is she in danger?"
Fu Sihan looked at the children's anxious expressions, his heart ached, but he still pretended to be calm. He squatted down and gently comforted them, "Don't worry, babies, Mom must have been delayed. Dad will go find her and bring her back soon."
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