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Chapter 143 Song Chuji's inferiority complex
The woman from the Xuan family was indeed miserable. It was clearly the Xuan family and Concubine Xuan who committed the sin, but they made her, an innocent person, a victim.
But this is enough to prove that Song Chuji is indeed not interested in women. Due to the trauma of his childhood, he even has a subconscious aversion to women.
When I was young, I was often abused by the late emperor's mean concubines. I saw it too much.
Those noble women may appear to be wealthy and elegant, but in reality, when they become jealous, they will do anything to achieve their goals.
No worse than the judge who tries criminals in the Dali Temple!
But even such a Song Chuji broke his rules repeatedly with Nie Shuangshuang. It was not just his supreme favor to her. Among so many women in the harem, Nie Shuangshuang was the only one he allowed to sleep with.
Being devoted to the emperor to such an extent, this girl named Liao Wei knew nothing and was still eager to climb onto the dragon bed and enter the palace to become the mistress.
This was a bit too hasty. He wasn't trying to hit her.
If Liao Wei's looks were placed in the palace, I'm afraid even the lowest-ranking noble Xu wouldn't be able to compare to her.
In terms of figure and temperament, Concubine Qi and Concubine Shu were far superior to her, although those two were not content people and both ended up in the cold palace.
After all, she is a woman from a noble family, and she still has some bearing. She would not be as eager as she is today, and would not be so ignorant as to recommend herself just because there is a rift between His Majesty and the Queen.
Does she really think that others are fools and can't see what she is thinking?
Liao Wei felt a burning pain on her face after her secrets were exposed by Wang Xiaorui.
She really shouldn't have come here tonight. Not only was she teased by Song Chuji, but even the eunuch Wang Xiaorui dared to laugh at her for being sentimental? She really lost face!
"What the eunuch Wang has taught me is true! I was just daydreaming. I took advantage of the fact that Your Majesty looked at me a few more times when I fell last time, and I don't know how high the sky is and how deep the earth is. I want to curry favor with the rich and powerful. I will never do that again in the future!"
After saying that, he turned around with a cold face and went back to his room, where he sat in front of the dressing table and went crazy in anger.
It was so ridiculous when I thought about how she was kneeling there pretending to be embarrassed and claiming to be noble!
If Song Chuji didn't like her, then so be it. But he acted so serious just now that she mistakenly thought that she was really going to turn things around and become a phoenix!
But I didn't expect it to be a false happiness...
Concubine Mei was a light sleeper and could be easily woken up by any noise. Liao Wei and Wang Xiaorui did not deliberately lower their voices during their conversation just now.
Therefore, everything was heard by Concubine Mei. The rooms of Concubine Mei, Song Chuji and Nie Shuangshuang were next to each other.
Liao Wei's house is closer to Concubine Mei.
Originally, she thought that she would diligently serve Concubine Mei in the middle of the night, but she didn't expect that she would have her own ideas and take advantage of the opportunity to seduce the emperor.
Concubine Mei sighed. After all, this young girl had never seen those sinister and vicious methods in the harem, and she was still longing for life within the palace walls.
If she was really lucky and was noticed by Song Chuji, that would be a disaster!
Speaking of appearance, unfortunately she is not the best. There are so many beauties in the palace, and she can't even compare to them by a hair.
As for her background, it was even more ordinary, just an ordinary family? In other words, her mother had worked as an embroiderer in the palace for a period of time.
My craftsmanship is not that good, not particularly outstanding, and my father is just an ordinary businessman, with nothing special about him.
There are many children in the family, and if she enters the palace with such a background, she will only become the target of bullying!
As for herself, she was even more ordinary. When serving her, she was always clumsy and couldn't do many things properly.
She was also considering that she was already a monk, and she was still willing to stay by her side and serve her? This kind of friendship was rare, and she didn't think of arguing with her.
If you really enter the palace and don't behave yourself, you'll probably be beaten and made to kneel every other day.
As for the rumors, she was completely irresistible. To put it nicely, she rose to the position as a maid. But to put it bluntly, she took advantage of His Majesty's southern tour to deliberately seduce him. She is not a good person!
So Concubine Mei really did it for her own good and didn't want her to enter the palace, so she repeatedly reminded her to be cautious and not to go down the wrong path.
But she has a very high opinion of herself and will definitely not listen. Even though she hit a wall tonight, there are also benefits to hitting a wall.
Will you live peacefully in the future? Calm down and stop thinking too much.
She should just be an ordinary maidservant and when she dies in the future, she can continue to stay in Ganye Temple as a nun if she wants.
That's fine. If she doesn't want to, she hasn't shaved her head to become a nun anyway, so she can always find a reliable family to marry into. She will have a family for the rest of her life and won't be alone.
Concubine Mei turned over and continued to close her eyes. Hui'an also heard that the annoying laughter in Song Chuji's room was gone, and her mood gradually recovered.
It seems that His Majesty drove the little maid away and did not keep her by his side.
She thought that His Majesty was really angry and was actually planning to favor that evil-minded maid.
Then she would really feel it was not worth it for the Empress.
The queen did not intentionally disobey him just now. She just had never seen such a scene before and was a little scared for a moment.
Your Majesty dotes on Her Majesty so much, but he refuses to give her another chance and is unwilling to listen to her argument. This is too inhumane.
Could it be that all the favors were fake? Deep down, he still didn't believe that the queen would really do good for him and support him in everything.
To put it bluntly, people like Song Chuji are too self-abased in their bones. When they truly love someone, they will add countless filters to her. Just like Nie Shuangshuang in his eyes.
In his eyes, Nie Shuangshuang was naturally a woman of noble character, who lived in harmony with the world, and was perfect and impeccable.
She loved him wholeheartedly. She was only thinking about his well-being and always put him first. She was even willing to risk her life to protect him.
Such a woman who could accept all his shortcomings and failures, unexpectedly changed her temperament after seeing him break a man's leg with his own hands, and looked at him with disgust and fear.
This was not what he expected, so Song Chuji was so irritable and sad, feeling that Nie Shuangshuang had betrayed him.
I said I would always be of the same mind with him, but I couldn't accept such a cruel person like him!
"My lady, I understand that you are afraid, and I am also worried that His Majesty will really not love you anymore.
But you have to take care of yourself. His Majesty did not really keep the fawning Liao Wei, but drove her away. This shows that even if His Majesty is angry, he will not really abandon you. "